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[Dirge]

its taken me until tonight to be able to do this

this is the first and last dedication to my flower that i will be making

she was such a wonderful person the absolute cream of humanity she was far from perfect as most of us are ..... but she was perfect in my eyes
the time i got to spend with her was the best of my life
we did just about everything that she wanted to do but i will never forgive myself for not being able to take her up to scotland to visit her ancestral home
i miss her more than id miss the very air that i breathe and her final few minutes still haunts me
i try to remember all the good times and laughter that we shared right from the day we met up to the night she passed of which there were lots
we had our ups and downs as any relationship does but our love came out on top
she always said " what doesnt kill us ... only makes us stronger " sadly ... she lost her final fight against illness but she gave me a strength that i would never have had if she hadnt come into my life

i want to share with you all this youtube playlist i put together , its taken me until now to be able to hear some of these songs again without breaking down

these 10 songs include the 5 that were played at her funeral and another 5 that were special to us as a couple

http://www.youtube.com/user/dirksher...4AA8217AC70D13